About

I have a theory that most of us aren’t becoming mature, we’re just getting meaner. I am approaching my 30s and here is where I will prepare by documenting the meanness of friends and strangers and also by highlighting the rare rays of hope. This takes place in New York.

I’m Kevin.  I grew up in a tiny apartment with 6 other people in Inglewood Los Angeles.  I remember class being dismissed one day because of riots. I’m latino, but people say I talk white.  I’m gay but people say they can’t tell.  I started a blog called Deviant and from there I was published and edited a magazine which lead to a visit to London and then New York.  I loved this city so much that I moved to Brooklyn.

Fly G is one of my best friends in New York.  He’s a flight attendant.  I think he pops pills but I’m not sure how many.  He’s white, and he’s gay, and people can tell.   He discovered around 3 years ago that he’s mostly attracted to black men, ghetto clean thugs he calls them. He’s also a bit of a racist, and he freely uses racial slurs.  He’s also been there for me when I needed him the most.

When this blog ends I’ll be an adult or at the very least I’ll pretend to be one. Welcome.